Sunday, May 8, 2011

Mother's Day

Today is a very bitterweet day. I have a lot of emotions and thoughts running through my head. Instead of being upset and sad, I am going to be happy and faithful. I know that my mom is no longer here with me but I know that she is always watching me no matter what. She is up with God guiding me through life. My mom always taught me to be positive and strong and to no matter what always be myself. Before she passed away, she made two videos for me. One video was about life in general and her words of wisdom. The other video was about boys. Touchy subject but she had some great things to say that I always think about when it comes to boys!! Mothers know best. My dad however was a lot more strict on boys but he also knew which ones were good to keep. Below is a picture of me and my mom at Huntington Beach in California. We went there during my spring break of 2007. Me and my mom were and still are Disney freaks. Every year we would take a trip down to Florida or California. We both were just so happy when we went there. With my mom's positive outlook on everything, her cancer was just a little speck in the way of her fun. No matter how sick she was, she wanted everything to be amazing not just for her but for me. Everytime I think about it I want to cry because I feel at points I should have done more to help her. I know that regretting is not going to get me anywhere but to think that I did what I could at the time. This is me and my mom in Disneyland. She is still so beautiful bald!!!

Before my mom passed away, she told me and my Uncle Brian to put her somewhere special. We both were a little confused but then she was like and that special place is Walt Disney World. I was so happy that I could put her in the magical place because each time I was there she could be with me. I cant wait till I can bring my own children there and show them where their amazing grandma wil be!!! Me and my Uncle did fullfill her wish! My mother is now right in front of the Cinderella castle in the rose garden. :) I love you mom and miss you like crazy!









Thursday, May 5, 2011

Discovery of Stumble

This week has been a boring/sad/study like crazy week. While I am on my study breaks, instead of sitting on facebook for hours, I have decided to try Stumble. Stumble is a website where you check off a bunch of things you enjoy and then it will randomize websites and show them to you. I am really enjoying this! I check off a bunch of things that I am interested in and actually found some awesome things.

Sports being one of them. I found a bunch of awesome football videos and photos that were just unbelievable!

Food being another. I keep stumbling upon recipes and certain food websites that have some yummy things that I will have to try and make over the summer.

Motivational Quotes. I am reading many different quotes from people that keep me motivated and I have saved them all in case I am feeling negative at times.

Travel. After I graduate college, I plan on traveling either with someone or by myself. My mother wanted me to so I am using some money to go an explore. I keep seeing these most amazing pictures of beaches and cities from different parts of the world and I really want to go visit there. Saved these too.

Overall Stumble may be the new Facebook for me. It feels a lot more accomplishing because I am finding new things to do and actually things that can make me a better person. However I think about it now and Facebook will probably never get old with me considering I am on it CONSTENTLY!!!

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Disney College Program

This past Febuary, my family and I took a nice little vacation down to Orlando Florida and we went to Disney World. While I was down there, I had seem many flyers about the "Disney College Program". Had no clue what it was but I decided to get more information about it. So I went up to one of the students actually participating in it and she told me everything! This seemed like the perfect oppertunity for me!

So basically what this program does is it gives college students work experiance as well as school classes in the Walt Disney World Resort Area. As a member of this program, you will choose from a variety of jobs that you would be interested in working and then basically the Disney team chooses the job you will work. Then you can either take classes provided by Disney University (Yes this is a college!) or you can take online classes. This program is a great networking experiance for college students wishing to persue a career at Disney World. With me changing my major I thought why not apply for this!
So at the beginning of April, I applied for this internship. This consisited of going to a recruiting meeting on campus, filling out a web based interview, and then if you are good enough you would recieve a phone interview. I was lucky enough to pass the web based interview and then I was scheduled for a phone interview. My phone interview was on a Sunday and it actually went really well!!! The lady I talked to was very sweet and she thought I was a great canidate for the program. I was so excited because I just knew I would be going to Disney in the fall.

Well after the phone interview took place, the lady said o and you should here your results in about 3 weeks. Fair enough. Well I waited over 4 weeks to find out my awnser and was not to happy with the results. I was not choosen to be a part of the program this fall:( I was very upset about this because it was the one thing that I was really looking forward too. I would get my first actual job and I would be in my favorite place ever.

I look back on it now and I think things happen for a reason. There was some sort of reason of why I am not going this fall. I am trying to make this as much as a positive but it just sucks in the end. Now, my plan will be to enjoy my fall semester here at UNC and then re apply for the program for the spring term. Either way I would hope I get a shot a going considering I will keep applying no matter what. Till then I will just keep thinking purple thoughts :)


Hopefully the memories will begin soon :)


Monday, May 2, 2011

Finals Week

I have not been blogging for awhile but I will begin writing again! My last post was in December and now it is May. I am completeing my freshman year of college and I am a little overwhelmed. Is this really happening? I only have three more years left then I am going into the adult world. Wow time really does fly by.

Well after two semesters of college I have realized a lot. Go to class and study. I am not one to ever ditch class but hey when my alarm doesnt go off in the mornings I intend to miss a couple but I learned to sign up for later classes. In the past 6 months I have been declared as a Dietetics major but I was taking classes for the Nutrition major because that is what I was wanting to do. I then thought about doing Recreation, Tourism, and Hospitality with a minor in Nutrition so that is where I am at now. No more science or math classes! :)

So here I am now going through finals week scared because my grades are at the point where it can go up or down. I am feeling confident however that I will ace the majority of them and have my GPA get even higher. Today is my first final, I will be doing a presentation for my Biology class. I love public speaking so I am not to nervous. Tuesday and Wednesday will be strictly study days considering I dont have anything going on those days. Thursday I have my Statistics final which is going to be fairly easy. The teacher is giving us a three page cheat sheet so this can be a cake walk. Then finally Friday..... Two finals Nutrition and Biology. My last finals but the harder ones. After those I will pack up and head home for the summer!

I am hoping this week will go fast but we will see! So good luck to me on my finals!